where do i belong forever.. in whose arms the time and place?

its been awhile since my last post. i have had no time. may was stressful because of graduation and everything, i still can't believe i'm out of highschool. its amazing. i work all the time, and i feel like i never have a free second for anything..

alots been on my mind lately, everythings changing. its weird. i feel like i'm growing up. i want to grow up and get into the real world. but idk. i have no idea what i even want to do with my future. i want a job in mass communications, or fashion. but i just don't know. i feel like i should know all of this by now.. but i guess i'll figure it out in time. i feel like theres so many things that need to be done all the time. i am saving up money, and i'm trying to get my license soon. i want to be more independent, and i think i am... but then again. idk...lately i feel so alone. i want someone to spend time with. all my friends have someone now, and i feel like i'm all alone and i'm going to be that way forever. but whatever i knw i will eventually find someone. i'm just so picky. 

anyways.....today was fun. i woke up and b came over for a little bit. then mom and i went to go get our naily's done beacuse my cousin is getting married saturday. after that i went over to sydney's grandma's to lay out and tan a little bit. after that i came home had dinner with mom&dad then hungout with alan, haley, and cammie. it was fun. i really miss haley. i wish we could hangout more...tomorroow night is the wedding rehersal dinner. hopefully it will be an eventful night filled with margarita's and lots of laughs. saturday is the ceremony, and the reception. open bar! makes me happy. sunday's fathers day! sounds like i'm going to be busy for quite awhile. but that makes me happy. i like to go go go! i'm back on my diet, and i hope everything works out. because i really need to get in good shape. 

well anyways i think i'm gonna go lay down.